It will be quits, probably.

I am quite at ease by now. The questions that were hounding me for the last may be forty five years have a less deleterious effect on me. There is less of shall I say, perniciousness and more of salubriousness. That’s right. That’s what it is. Quite at ease. Quite at peace too. It’s not abdication of intellect though. The struggle continues but the animosity between the duelists is gone. It’s like there is a whole lot more of a bonding between a tenacious student and a mystical teacher. So far it looked like a fight to the finish. No more. It’s more like we will end it quits.